Marinara – Episode 1

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Now, who is Marinara? I cannot answer that. You can stop reading right now, trust me, I will not reveal. She is much more than what you all perceive. She is unfathomable. Lets not get into me describing her now, because i will end up writing a thesis on that. You see, I am a keen observer. And fact will remain, I am still a human somewhere deep inside. And that “Human” sometimes is mesmerized by some rare species. Someone like MARINARA. And when that happens, I loose all sense of control over my sense organs. She is like an electromagnet and I am the lone valence electron dying to flash towards her. Gosh! I cannot write so much romance. No, Alcatraz, you cannot. But you see, Alcatraz is quite tumbled up these days. I haven’t slept in a long time, haven’t written a word in any of my upcoming scripts, it’s just her. I keep replaying in my mind how I will pass a smile at her, which ultimately never happens. Yes, I vibrate like a fully charged phone in front of her. I cannot talk, cannot look into her eyes, cannot even catch a glimpse of her when I know she’s looking at me.

I come back, think about her, tell myself that the very next day I will go and stare into her eyes and grab her hand. Serve her my feelings on a platter and feel better. That, hysterically, never happens. The Lord did not make me like that. I cannot look at those eyes with which I want to revive my life, travel miles in them and wander around like a nomad. Those eyes!!!

So, the point now is basically, I am never going to have the courage to tell her she means so much to me. I am still attempting to smile back at her. And I know, I will perhaps be too late even if that someday that happens. So, I decided to message her and tell that I’ve been stalking her since the day I saw her.

“I just control myself because I have very strong feelings for you.”

That was the message that ruined my life. That just happened in the moment and I didn’t realize I would scare her off. It was better the way it was, just staring at her without her ever knowing about it. But, then she makes me go insane. Sometimes, I wonder if I ever really was like this. Crazy, lunatic and lost in her realms. I guess, Marinara will never respond back. She is freaked out by me.

Not her fault, it’s just me, I don’t fall easily but when I do I give it my all.

Where do I fall, you ask?

It’s that devilish, cracked up , god forbidden word called love.

To be continued….

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Alcatraz Dey is a writer,novelist, blogger,editor and poet from INDIA. His works include the Colossal Series in which the first book SERPENTINE SCROLLS has been released. He writes thrillers with an element of mystery, thrill and real facts. His poems have a dark side usually symbolizing his character. He remains a mystery to everyone. He feels an aura of mystery is apt for his persona as he writes mysteries. He blogs as well and his written for various companies as a freelancer. He is an avid gamer and his pen name ALCATRAZ is inspired by the protagonist in his favorite game series CRYSIS.

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